After several failed attempts at not only blogging my thoughts, but following through on my dreams, I have been pushed to the edge. I need work, can't pay my bills, am in debt and going through a divorce. I miss feeling like I was doing good by this planet. I miss being vegeatarian (and so does my body!). I miss how less stressed I felt before. I also miss my littles who have been spending a bunch of time at their father's while I desperately hang on for dear life.

I want to stand on my own two feet, graduate from college and continue on to follow my dreams. I want to maintain my integrity and do right by others. I would also like to greatly minimize my geologic footprint.